I lost my baby girl over 2weeks ago and i've not been around since ..

This is the first time i've got the strength to come on to my PC

Due to the fact ,my system is covered in images of her..

I'd had ten precious years with her ,her name was angel and she was a yorkshire terrier .

We have 2 dogs and the male yorkshire is called cupid and is suffering bad with her leaving ..

We have her buried in the garden and have created a lovley space for her ..

I had her from 6 weeks old and has never been away from me and i am finding it so hard to adjust without her near my side ..

She was my rock and he is sensing my sadness ..

She was ill prior to loosing her with a problem with her womb ,the infection had got that bad that she was due for surgery on the monday .

But the friday prior,she tried to stand and collapsed ,we rushed her to the vets and her eyes were fixed and she was in so much pain we decieded to put her to rest .

She wouldn't of lasted the weekend so i hope we did what we thought was best ,even thou its killing me inside with the what if's ..

My baby of ten years has gone and so many things remind me of her ,even on my phone i have video's and images ..

I supose it will get easier ,but at the moment i still need ME time and away from everything so im keeping myself busy at home and paying attention to cupid ..

I'm sorry i've not been around ,her name seems to be everywhere i look even my kits and it tears me apart ..

My children have taken it bad also esp my 12 year old as he's spent most of his life with her ..

As they have broke for easter holidays ,im spending time with the kids also esp my youngest ..

Anyway ..

I thought its about time to drop a note saying why i've not been around ..

Love and Huggz xx



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