Hi all :0)

Just a quick update from your's truly

God its been a week and half for me ,

as most know my dad's very ill and has Terminal C word :0(

I don't like saying the full word,sorry peeps ..

Anyway he's slowley going downhill as he now cannot hold even the slightess food down ..

and he's gone from a lovley 11 stone to just under 7 and there is nothing that can be done apart from let him live out his few last months with his family close ..

I'm off up there again this weekend and i've been deeply depressed with everything ,and on top of it ..Mum

called this morning and they had to have their spaniel molly of 11yr's put to sleep this morning :0(

It's like she knew my dad is going ,she had a tumour in her bladder and was making her wee alot and lost tons of weight ..

My mum and Dad are devistated,my mum esp cos she's now lost her furbaby who was her suport with whats happening to my dad .

I'm so so sorry i carn't be round to help and be strong ,but its all eating me up inside ..

After me loosing my furbaby in march of ten years,then finding out about dad and now molly i've had it and my boys are devistated ..

When will it end for my family ..

Anyway once again sorry im not around..I'll keep all posted and close to my ♥

Huggz & Love always

Jo

~♥~